Sometimes,
some things are meant to be kept private.

Honestly, I don't know where it all started but wherever it's going, it's not good.
Not good at all.

You're coming closer, much closer than I would expect. It is not something that is supposed to happen. I'm just afraid of falling, falling in deeper the way I'm not supposed to fall. I'm afraid that it will ruin all things natural, I'm so afraid.

I should put a stop to it but the truth is, I don't want to.
Because I secretly like it.

This is bad, real bad.